Thwarted

Today had the potential to be particularly lovely.  And while, I suppose, it still could be, it no longer has the potential it once did.  Because you see, this is summer, and I have my kids with me almost 24/7.  But today–all week in fact–they both have camp.  You’re probably wondering what I’m complaining about.  The WHOLE WEEK stretches ahead of me.  Errands without kids, lovely quiet, no insessant, never-ending Pokemon conversations…  But I had a plan.  And that plan has been thwarted.

You may remember that I wanted to see Midnight in Paris.  Really wanted to see it.  Well then I found out it was only playing at an ‘arty’ theater in the middle of Houston.  So I was going to have to wait for the DVD (just because it’s easier that way).  Well I recently found out that it’s now playing at my local theater, and I wondered how I could make that work.

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And then, like a ray of light in movies, it hit me:  I’d go while the boys were in camp.  I’d have a lovely, relaxed day out having fish tacos ($1.99, Monday only) and taking in my first-ever movie by myself.  I imagined the perfection over the weekend as I fought some sort of sickness and tried to be patient with Butters as he bark-coughed every twenty seconds.  (Patience tends to dry up a bit after Day 10 and still no doctor visit…he’s going this morning).

And then I checked movie times.  And the first showing was at 12:30!!  Which would have the movie ending AFTER I needed to pick up the boys.  BLAST!  So now I’m in the same boat as before…with fish tacos.  blast.

Posted in life on 06/13/2011 03:03 pm | 2 Comments

Bumper Crop

I think what happens when I don’t have a vacation planned for the foreseeable future, a little section of my brain is left unfocused, thus resulting in ideas and possibilities zinging around in there, making impressions, bouncing into other sections of my brain, causing mental wish lists to pop up constantly to overshadow my day-to-day life.  That’s what’s happening to me now…and the wish lists aren’t limited to vacation ideas either.

Suddenly I’m craving Cracker Barrel biscuits with apple butter, fettucini alfredo, and Buc-ee’s cranberry walnut muffins (note, all things I don’t actually have to make myself).  I’m craving beach vacations, leisurely canoe trips, cruiser tours through the neighborhood, and jetting off to somewhere I’ve never been.  I’m also craving summer barbeques, homemade ice cream, and New Mexico red and green chile.

You’d think my first week of summer had been lame, but nothing could be further from the truth.  I’ve seen movies in the theater, I’ve been swimming, had watermelon, and enjoyed some rather lovely evenings for south Texas in June.  That said, I’ve also been dealing with a sick husband and a renovation-in-progress kitchen.  No stove (until yesterday) and no dishwasher.  Maybe it’s no wonder I’m dreaming of vacations.

Let me live vicariously…where are you going this summer?

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Posted in Uncategorized on 06/10/2011 08:16 pm | 2 Comments

Starting over…again

I’ve started to brainstorm my next book, but just barely: I’ve probably only had about thirty minutes to work on it so far.  I’m jotting down my ideas on a fancy notepad rather than typing notes on the computer.  The reason for this is simple.  If I type them into the computer and then change my mind about something, I won’t be able to resist deleting it.  With all the notes on paper, I can always go back and look at my original scribblings to see what I was thinking at the very beginning. 

The writing itself, I absolutely cannot do with any efficiency on paper.  Finished rough drafts of papers I wrote in high school used to be almost totally composed of scribblings from the margins and teeny tiny additions penned in above the crossed out first pass draft.  They were almost completely illegible.  I am not typically a first pass kind of writer.  I’m an edit, edit, and edit some more sort of writer.  Except with this latest book…the one I finished in less than a quarter of the time that it took me to write my first two.  With that one, I had copious notes and a collage (!) and I knew the characters.  (Nevermind that only bits and pieces of the collage make sense now…I still liked gazing at it during pauses in my writing).

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The point I was trying to make when I started this post was that it struck me, after thirty minutes, that all I had written down were basic character sketches, with details that were beginning to flesh them out.  I had no plot elements at all.  But maybe that’s how I roll.  Maybe if I can pin down the characters, the plot will just flow freely from them.  That’s what happened last time, and what I’m hoping for that this time around too.

I’m also thinking I’m going to give Scrivener for the PC at shot.  From what I’ve seen, it seems like a really great writing tool.  We’ll see…

I totally think I could make the canoe method work…

Posted in writing on 06/08/2011 09:30 pm | 2 Comments